Stress

Exam week equivalent to stress week.
Sometimes you think you can.
But sometimes you think you can't!
Stress until feel like crying.
No one understand, nobody know!
Stress until feel like want to hit the wall.
But still need my brain for exam!
Want to release the pressure.
But noway to release!
Pressure on myself,
Especially everyone having faith and hope on you telling you you can!
Not to compare to anyone else,
Just kind of tired!
Where's my faith and hope?
I need cares from you,
I need hugs from you,
I need someone to calm me down,
That person is YOU! Patrick Lim Joo-Hooi!

S

Stupid Me

Lonely

I guess..
LONELY love me,
thats why always stick with me!

I guess..
STUPID fall in love with me,
thats why never be smart!

I guess..
BAD LUCK likes me,
thats why exam always lack of luck!

I guess..
I meant to being so LONELY~
I guess..

CNY )=

CNY coming,
aka
Fear nearer,
aka
Results coming~
so,
can I????

First Class of 2011

First day of the class...

Take into consideration of my previous sem papers,

Decided to take only ONE paper,

Which is P2 - Corporate Reporting

Under Mr.Navzar Tara

Although yawning in class 2 to 3 times,

But I'm not sleepy,

Perhaps air-cond too warm!

His class was interesting!

As,

His method was 90% similar w

Mr.Keith Farmer method!

Which is,

no short cut, no tips, cover everything, overall!

Other than,

the speed of speaking a little bit too fast!

Talk about slang problem,

I aint got any!

I'm very okay w his english (=

I choose the correct one!
FOR SURE!

And by the way,

Thanks to Patrick Lim !

Thanks for accompanying baby for class!

Love you!

2011

Year that I aiming to pass all my ACCA papers (=
Year that me & you smooth no argue no big change in our relationship (=
Happy New Year (=

Examssssssss

all my papers..............
fly to Holland....
:'(

E for ...

EXHAUSTIVE
Crappy~~
Theory theory theory~~
dream also dream about theory~~

Breathless

Unable to breathe~~
Feeling of giving up everything~~
A little bit more,
a little bit more then I will be insane!

!#%^&*)?/>

F***-ING stress panic and feel like bang the wall
All these because of ACCA~~

Journey of Courages

Believe in me, please!

I enjoy my journey together w you.
And,
I wish you think the same too!

I will try my best trusting you.
Somehow,
I just need a little bit more of courages!

I give you my heart.
But,
I will still worries this & that!

WHY?
Is because
I'M JUST AN ORDINARY HUMAN!
As simple as that!

At Last,
Before I giving it all to you!
So sad to inform you that,
I have to give it all to my ACCA study first!
BUT,
This doesn't mean I don't love you like you do!

WHY?
Because,
MY FUTURE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT! V^.^
* $_$ <-- can see my eyes? *

I'm here with all my brave & courages to telling you all the truthful faithful sincere feelings deep inside my heart & my mind (=

Love, Life, Sex

In LIFE
isn't all just about ACCA,
its just a stepping stone towards my success future!

In LOVE
isn't all just about SEX,
its just part of the need in a relationship!

BUT my life,
ACCA is my everything for me to head to my successful future &
For my life,
is definitely all about you living w me together w my successful future!

Oops :p

F8 = CRAPPY
P1 = RUBBISH
P3 = SHITTY
Patrick Lim = LOVELY

IRC

Stress
Panic
Tension
Un-prepared
Insufficient Time
Lack of Management
Ohh shitty ACCA, I WANNA SHOUT TO YOU THAT,
YOU'RE THE ONLY THINGS THAT MAKES ME SANE & STILL STANDING HERE ALIVE WITHOUT SOUL!

H.E.T

HEADACHE
EYES ITCHY
THROAT ICTHY
T_T
@_@
-_-

GOD & ME

Give me 120 rather than 60;
48 better than 24;
48/7/365 instead of 24/7/365...

However.......
God ask me to
allocate according in a proper way for whatever I have right now!
Why greedy?
Should treasure what you have but
not asking for more!

And I guess, YEA THATS RIGHT!! (=

ACCA

Cheh,
who cares how many times i failed before
when i finally passed my paper!
Although the marks not as i wish,
But......... hmmm...........
NOT BAD...... (=

study harder
study smarter
focus harder
concentrate harder
read harder
read smarter

left only part of it!! Not much~~
I can stand for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

other people can do it,
I CAN DO IT!!

next year end will be my time to join Jeremy, Sarah and the rest of my friends!!

Jeremy & Sarah Congrats! (=

23A10

Every sem,
When I start the paper, I know nothing.

Start by knowing nothing ;
End by understanding nothing!
Exam, bullshit everything.
In Conclusion, I still know nothing.

Judgment day is around the corner, getting near and closer day after day.

Here I am,
Expecting for the worst outcome.
Somehow, if it's really happen to be.. I dont think i'll be able to withstand on it.
Although life is not all about study and exam, it's not the end of the world.
However, for now for the age of mine, exam is a judgment on my future. I have to get through all and graduate.
In other words, it's everything for me at least for present.

Stopping halfway is, in truth, more difficult and tiring than persevering on the path towards the final goals.

In Between

Being in resistance always causes a feeling of
DEPLETION and FATIGUE..
Because,
I'm using all of my energy to fight my REALITY!
ACCA....... I guess more or less is the same principle! As I'm fighting for my future! Sometimes I might definitely had a feeling giving up, tiring and wondering how am I going to withstand and endure!
Somehow, I have to survive and live with it and to withstand whatever challenge from ACCA. Why?
One of the reason is because, it able to gives me the life I desired and wanted to be in future!
And besides, it isn't really hard to survive as I found the fun and joy during the process. Every time I knock off those papers, I'm one step closer to what I desire for! God is fair. No Pain, No Gain!

Finally

When was the last time I blog? Alright, I can't remember! As I was busy with my studies and preparations for this June 2010 just ended exams!
And I knew that, I'd suspended friends messages, call, email.... I will reply you guys messages when I'm free and when I remember! I'm so sorry! But, this is the way I am!!!!!!
Well, finally.............. My exam finished~~ How bad I answered, and how's my result that will be held on August 2010----Expected for the worst outcome!
Since I'm not as smart as others and therefore I must work harder than others. Even if I'm tired, I still have to carry on!! Yea, this is what I always remind myself!
Somehow....... well, whatever crapssss!!! All the 2 papers I already bullshit-ING more than enough!
End of this one and it's time to prepare and recharge for another start for a new chapter! COME!! I will knock you down!!
By the way, Lucky, listen to my mum's advise! Didn't travel alone to Johore this round! Otherwise, I guess probably faint in somewhere Johore !! Feeling very unwell especially now! Can't even sleep or take a good rest! WTH T_T
Finally I can put an end on my ACCA temporary :p Shout it out "ACCA -- Temporarily close for 1 week". It's my time to paint the town red LOL