ChildHood memory of my Primary School Life

Today clean my room again... Found that a lots of childhood photos and also primary's, secondary's photos.. It's really very memorable for me. And all these photos meant a lot to me. Those photos full of memorable memories and happiness time between myself and all my beloved friends!
1st Primary's school of S.R.J.K(C) Puay Chai (Year 1995 to 1998) at Petaling Jaya. I just study from Standard 1 until Standard 4. I still remember my classmate name! Especially the boy Jimmy Chin Jin Han. I really attracted by him at that time. Intelligent, smart, hardworking, treat me very well and handsome too. Also I remember his birthday party last time, he invited me to attend too. Of course I attended it :). He was my 1st best friend. They all treated me very well, no doubt on this, especially him. That time they all knew that my dad passed away already, they all very caring & concern me. ( Last time Petaling Jaya area nobody don't know my daddy's shop! ) The other friend Jenny Kok Chek Yen and her mother treated me very good too. Everytime when we having extra class, her mother bought her lunch sure will bought mine also. McDonald's, KFC, or rice... That moment, that time, really very touched. I can still remember how weak I am on that time. Whoever asked about my dad in front of me sure my tears flow out and can't stop. But because of their concern, makes me become strong and I stand up again and face the truth. Especially Jimmy Chin, Jenny Kok, Tan Siu Hong, Christina Lim, and Sheldorn Wong. Thanks a lot and I really appreciated very much. Sheldorn Wong, from Taiwan, follow his family migrated to Malaysia and same class with me (Standard 4). Because of him, I always study hard, work much more harder in my Bahasa Cina paper. Reason is because every time exam he also get 5 marks higher than me. Although my pronous of Chinese very bad but my essay and writting is very good. Everytime exam, I get 80 marks; he sure get 85 marks. I get 90marks he sure will get 95marks. Anyhow, we are very best friend. When he got the news from teacher that I gonna change n transfer to another school at KL, he present me a small bottle of 'xiang si dou'... He said it means he will miss me like the present that he gave me. BeeLian on the other hand, present me a good luck things; that means all the best for my new life..Their name somehow will ever remains deeply inside my heart and my memory. I will not forget how good they treated me. How well they treated me. Presents that they gave to me even until now still i keep in safely:)
Year 1999.Finally new school, new environment. S.R.J.K.(C)Chiao Nan. 2nd Primary school that I study. Standard 5 and Standard 6 (Year 1999 to 2000) 2 years time. I can still remember the 1st day i get into the class, SooMun is the 1st person who place me a sit with chair. There's no doubt that Petaling Jaya area school's standards is much more higher than KL Setapak. Anyways, classmates at this school also not bad. Consider kind and friendly too. Although I knew them just a very short period (2 years) but they're very friendly. That's obviously true.Eventhough until now I still keep in touch with some of them- EstherSoo, EllieSiu, SooMun, HuiYin, WaiKhey, SueHui, KeanChun, ChiewYee, ShawnHue, EricLim, WaiHoong... They also brings me a lot of joyful time, happiness moment. Although we'd arguement with few of them last time but end ups witha happy ending until now and then too.. That's more than enough. Who's right who's wrong sometimes not that important..
Human grow up everyday, earth self-turn everyday and we're changing everyday every second every moment. Last time, a little small matter also we can argue.Thinked back that time, really childish and naive. But it's a path for us to grow up and understand more.Anyhow, naive time had already become past tense. Now the more important is our future tense. Although we are taking different path on our future. I still wish all of you all the best n god bless you to overcome whatever problem. Friendship always be there for those who treasure it.
All the best to you all, good luck in whatever things u all do.

Gathering Primary School

Yesterday was a nice day! Yesterday gather with my primary school's friends. The day before, I chatting with Eric on msn and thought that want to persuade him to go for the gathering as well. But failed... Because he already bought for bus ticket of 11:30am to go back Kampar UTAR there for study purpose. Obviously I'm blaming him that he can't attend for the gathering but he blame me back that I didnt told him early so that he can pospone 1 day to went back Kampar. End ups, the gathering no changes. Only 3 person-me,Shawn,Hoong... The place for gathering is quite far for me.. Subang Parade.. Ii's far for me because i don't know drive, don't even have a driving license..
Such a long hour gathering.. chit chatting, walk around.. Reached home already 7pm++
It's a tired day too..

YUZU Japanese Restaurant@ The Gardens (MidValley)

Today is a enjoyable day! Early morning wake up at 8am++ after finished prepared waiting for my sister to come over and pick me up. Then, accompany her go for dentist at Suband,Taipan to check the 'wisdom' teeth.Perhaps, in cantonese its called 'wisdom' teeth. Her teeth causes her very painful and no mood for several already. After the dentist treatment, she feels better. So today go for final checking... All the way to destination, there're no traffic jam at all :)
After that, we go Subang, the 'friend' house to cut hair. The girl that cut hair for us we already know her almost over 10years.. She's an expertise in hair styling and cutting. But don't know what reasons she close down her shop and just continue her work at her house. Of course my sis already booked for apointment few weeks ago (I think). Spent almost 1 hour to finished cutted hair. I'm very satisfied and my sis do so.
Then, we're already very hungry. Because morning until afternoon also we haven't eat anything even breakfast. So my sis decide to bring me to YUZU Japanese Restaurant at The Gardens, Mid Valley. The restaurant have a very great environment, Design of the restaurant is very good. Of course, the food is fresh very tasty and also very healthy.
Although it's a little bit expensive but it's really worth it (because my sis pay bill) and compare with 1 Utama, Sushi Zan Mai. YUZU is much more tasty. Even tasty than Genki Sushi, Sushi Zan Mai and also Jogoya at Star Hill. The only ala-carte that not very satisfied is Tempura. Jogoya Restaurant at Star Hill is still the best. Anyhow, the most fresher japanese food is still Benkay Japanese Restaurant at Nikko Hotel Kuala Lumpur :)
After finishing our wonderful lunch we walk around. Later then, she fetch me back home...
Today is a Wonderful and Enjoyable day for me..

Friends I Miss, Things I Worry

Recently, life still stay the same. Busy on my studies and studies and studies. Nothing special but it's adventurous, fantastic, challenging. This is my studies. Already 1 year plus I taking ACCA course... Actually it's not that hard to study but it's also not that easy to complete.
This year is the other half year. Taking F6-Taxation and F7-Financial Reporting. Majority of my friends previous sitting took 3 papers F4, F5, F6; so this sitting taking F7,F8,F9. Actually it's not a big deal for me. But the big problem is that, I already used to be together with them. We laughs, jokes, having funs around the class, college even when lunch time... ...Shan, Cindy, Daphne, Lik Wen, Raj, Junn, Ern and... ... And now, left me out because we choose different lecturer. Which lecturer is better? It's all depends on own point of views and opinion. No better No worst. All just depends. But the facts is, at the moment we choosing different lecturer we'll meet each others lesser and lesser. I haven't used to it until today. Although already 1 month.
Anyways, brand new classmates, brand new friends. They all not bad but not that funs and jokes as you all. Even though they not that funs and jokes but there're one thing that similarly to you all, that is they also very kind and friendly. Perhaps... and they do. So, I consider as happy as last time too. Just that doesn't laughs and jokes that often as before only.
Today's, is one of the day that I realise my friend (even not that close) very care about me. He is a very jind and friendly person. I won't deny this. When lunch time he even called me and asked me whether have anyone accompany me to go for lunch. If no, then he can accompany me for lunch. You know, it's very touched and i appreciates it very much. Thanks to you here.
Besides, 18 August 2008. It's a very important date for me. ACCA result for June 2008 Exam will be held at that date (18 Aug '08). Although I already try my very best in exam and be well prepared before exam. But I still very worry about my result. The paper that I feel easy, my friends feel tough; the other hand, the paper that i feel tough, they feel easy. Suddenly, my confidence all gone at one moment. All gone... ... I know that worry about it also useless because can't change anythings end up. Anyways, I should be brave to face my results...

Recently

Recently! Recently life still stay the same, busy on my ACCA course studies and also waiting for my F4-Law n F5-Performance Management papers result that will be held out on August. By the way, starting from July 2008. The biggest changes for me is that i can't go college so often together with my dearest best friend Li Shan as last time and also can't meet Cindy, Daphne, Vnie and... ... so often. All this is because we're choosing different lecturer for the papers. If some one really asking me whether which lecturer is much more better? Then I sure will answer that, all this is depends. Depends on what matter yourself prefer! Dearest Li Shan... no one can replace ur position in my heart! Just as u told me before on msn that day. I remember and keep it inside my heart and my mind!Although we live very near, just opposite highway... BUT u must always accompany me go for shopping when I want to go! :) So that u can give me some opinions! Cindy... Do u know that without u around I can't even find another person that can jokes with me like u! And this will makes me laugh lesser :( Remember those craziness times that we all had together? Those funniest jokes craziness talk, funny name like 'banana' that i doesn't know what it means to me! haha... I will always remember and keep it in my mind. Will u? Although u live quite far from me, but when free must go out together as last time ya! Don't even try to simply forgotten me. I will KILL u ;) Times run 'n' run, counting here n there my time... ACCA course I already study 1 years. Within this 1 years, I had never fail on any papers yet. But I'm worrying and wondering how my F5 result will be. Hope so I will pass safely as the 1st level papers. Nobody says this course is easy, but it's not that tough as other people said too. Choosing different path from others is tough and suffer. But what I can get at the end of the day is worth it. Nobody said it would be easy to continue on the path, They just promised it would be worth it. Because it's really worth it. At least... I've got this chance to prove to myself that I can survive and pass all papers on this bloody-hell course! Although sometimes I had a feeling wanna give up! But at the next second moment that feelings already gone away from my mind.Life is really either a daring adventures or nothing. I do not hope that my life is just nothing. Facing some adventures, challenge in life is good and better to improve ourselves. Chances and opportunities is a kind of gifts from god to give to those person whos treasure and work hard. No one can sit down and wait the opportunities to come over your side.. This worlds, only have 2 types of people in my eyes of view. That is either a hard-working people or a damn lazy person. There is no such things that stupid and intelligent people in this world for us to differentiated it.On the other side... Natalie, when is our next gathering date ha? I really miss u all so much! When decided already remember let Meng Wei know about it also. That day on msn he's asking whether when is our gathering because we've been long long time didn't meet already! Ask upon Penny, Siew Mun, Cloey, Meng Wei, Kai Leng, Li Shan, me, u... and see who some more :p Is that okay? I need a breath and rest on my studies also as u all need it as well on yours work! All of us need some relax :) So that we can chit chat about recently updated news around us, u know ;p Best Regards,chin.eveLyn--------------

总是冲向家人

很多时候，通常我们都会对身边最亲的人发脾气。好比说，妈妈，爸爸，兄弟姐妹，甚至阿姨舅舅…但，绝大部分都不会对周遭的朋友们发脾气。所以自身总有一种想法认为，和朋友比较谈得来。其实对我而言，我们会对家人发脾气是因为我们都了解到就算对他们发脾气之后就会不了了之他们也会原谅也不会怎么样。而我们总认为如果向朋友发脾气，搞不好会令朋友生气，讨厌或失去这位朋友等等什么的！或许是因为家人的关系太密切了，我们总忽略了互相尊重互相忍让迁而总是冲向他们发脾气。心里总是想到，家人嘛向他们发脾气没事的反正不会失去彼此的关系。关系太密切会令一个人忘记最原始的原理最原始的礼貌（对不起，谢谢…）。‘对不起’和‘谢谢’其实不是那么难以开口的话语！但我们总是嫌这两个词太普通而懒得说。越亲的人就越懒惰说出口越难以开口越不好意思说。这也许是人的一份执着吧！做人不需要太拘谨；也不能太懒惰。有机会就和家人多说几句话，免得以后失去这机会以后才后悔！家人和朋友没什么他的差距与分别（除了字眼不同），大家都需要互相了解体谅，不该因为熟悉而懒惰。现代社会的人们（包括我）都只顾着自己忙碌的生活，变得自私而忽略了身边的人。

回来了

想一想，你走了很多年了吧！我知道你最近回来了…只是没联络上我而已！大概了解到我正为考试作最后的准备。你真的比任何人都了解我！就算每一次我面临考试期间没时间理会你，没时间联络你；就算你很清楚我总是把我的学业放在第一位；甚至连你这么久才回来Malaysia一趟我没法抽空陪你…遥远的你都没有埋怨过一句。在他人眼里，总会被人说：‘你身边有一个人那么的体谅你，真好！’。这是别人眼中所看得见的。可是说实在的，我们到底是太习惯对方的互不干扰存在；还是和从前一样呢？这问题，你知道答案吗？其实在较早之前我们都分析过这问题；可惜的是，你也和我一样，寻找不到足以令我们自己安慰的答案！你应该还有印象吧，这之前我们不是说好做回朋友的吗！前一阵子你却说‘忘了不该记得的……忘了那个伤疤……’。但之后看来，我们又恢复之前的所在位置了！你这次从UK回来，我没记错的话应该是因为--你和那间模特儿公司的合约期满了，所以回来这里逗留1个月…这次的你还是一样…谢谢你的体谅！这次的考试对我来说真的很重要，所以没办法…！你大概会说我每一次都说‘这次的考试很重要’，一点新意都没有！为什么我们总是没什么话要对对方说？为什么总是我对你冷漠，你对我冷淡？干嘛我们俩总喜欢这样对待对方？爱情到底怎么样的一个东西，得到之前，憧憬，期待，渴望；拥有之后，心痛，心碎，心恢……从来没有想过‘分手’是怎么样的感觉，一开始我们就认定了对方，虽然不知道我们面对遥远的距离（UK-M'sia)是否会不了了之（就算是这么多年了，我们双方都仍然担心这个存在的问题）。然而，我们的感情恐怕有那么经不起考验的一天（Who's Know），相处的时间太少，产生的磨擦更是少得可以，大家开始厌烦，开始不在乎（总觉得没必要，因为太远了），尽管看见你的伤感（都觉得我的学业比较重要）却狠下心埋头准备考试；你很体谅我的这一点难处是因为你和我一样；就好像对你来说，你的模特儿工作就是你的全部。大家都有约定，只要还没有第3者的出现，我们就维持我们这么多年来的关系；若任何一方找到个更适合的人时，只要说一声就行了。双方的关系就会停止，且做会朋友…以我们对双方的了解，很清楚的知道不会出现任何尴尬，所以才会这么约定的！慢慢的，渐渐的，我们直到现在就算在乎也只会放在心里。正因如此，我们也都比起从前更加坚强，独立。其实当初你说要到UK，我是比任何人更赞成的人！你不是每次都讲我总是说‘前途比任何事更重要’。重点是，只要我们不变得‘陌生’就可以了！我也希望你的模特儿职业，进入一个更美好的阶段。就如你祝我每一次的考试都那么的顺利！今年也和往年一样，清明我有去拜我爸爸,你应该也有去拜你妈妈吧~~再过些日子我会找你的，别担心我。；如你所说，不会让我担心你更不希望我为你担心，那我也一样不是那种笨到要你担心的女生。可以放心，也不用操心！有时间就多多休息。长途电话费很重，真的很空闲又……时才致电给我吧。返回UK前记得通知我，好让我可以送你机；反正回来时我没去到接你！