All FLY ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ To "Holland"

I knew my problem.. Phobia and panic when saw the exam hall.. Besides, over stress and pressure.. What the heck am I doing all these months and days.. Give up or not to? Doubting myself..

Really aint no comment on myself.. 'No eyes see' 

Cant imagine how stupid I am.. Everybody was even thought that I can go through.. somehow, I disappointed them and even myself.. What can I say? There's nothing I can say.. What a sucks on me.. 

Terribly shit..

改写她的你

人...总有离去（死）的时候。迟和早的问题罢了。
如果我的离去，能换回当初的那个你；能让伤心流泪的她恢复当初的开心。我...并不介意！总好过现在互相伤害。
第一个错误，可以在第二次的尝试中确定它的存在，并且着手去修正。可悲的是，你却一次又一次的把她从这个谷底再陷入更深的谷底。将她伤害得体无完肤，伤得遍体鳞伤，伤痕累累。为什么非要聚集满满一箩箩的遗憾等到后悔都已经太迟的时候，才懂得珍惜才领悟到当初所做的并不是对的，而抱憾终生。
人生没有第二次亦不能重写...所以即使不可能有完整完美的一次，但至少能把懊悔后悔减少到最低，不是吗？人生没有的重来，只可以在其他人的脑海里重播那一些些那一丝丝的记忆片段。有否思考过，你一手所制造给她的回忆是什么！？不只回忆重要，成为别人的回忆更加难得可贵。
若我的离去能让你改变。我...无所谓也不介意。并不是因为我很伟大。只是想尽自己所能得去改写这一出戏码。至少，结局时的她，你依然是当初的你！

美妙体验

今天早上，家--庭院里的莲花开花了。当然，它并不是第一次开花；只是，那么多次的花开花调这次是最唯美而完整的。

可惜，它的花期很短暂！所以，我就立即将这一霎那，那一瞬间的它的美丽与短暂捕捉下来。

人的生活总是很漫长...然而，生命是如此的短暂！大概，我和其他人一样...总是忙于其他事物，而忽略了生活里不起眼的小小的点缀吧！为什么从来都不觉得家里庭院的花是如此的灿烂如此的美丽？生活太忙碌，步伐一天比一天的快似箭，总觉得没有时间不够时间。没错，我们不能对抗时间。而且，我们偶尔也应该放慢脚步停下步伐细心的观察我们周围所发生且有很不起眼的事！这些小点缀小事物其实都很美妙的。虽然微妙，却可以令我们的身心放松！

生活，其实是一种体验。并不单单只为求活得实在活得充实。充实又实在固然重要，快乐与体验不也相对的那么重要吗！？

犹如在金马伦高原所拍下的着一片蔚蓝的天空的瞬间。使得我心灵平静，安宁。它安慰了我在寂寞的小小心灵里，似乎心中那份寂寞犹如不备了解的心情。

我们偶尔也应该放下重担放下包袱，抬头望望那片一望无际的天空是多么的蔚蓝。仿佛在告诉我们，世界是那么的宽那么的大。所以要适时地放下身段活得快乐一些自在一些轻松一下。

时光飞逝，人生犹如一场戏。我们每个人都是这世界里的配角，没有谁是主角。

生活其实很简单，复杂的是--人类的思绪。好比专家所说，“女人要的不是更多而是很多很多；男人要的不是更高而可以攀得很高很高”。人类都一味的在不断得追求，却从不尝试欣赏和感谢现有的。的不到的，总是最美好的；失去的，总是最可惜的；现有的，却从不珍惜！

很多感觉都是在事后才苏醒，很多感触都是在人走后才发生。这就叫遗憾吧！

人生的美妙之处，在于我们视线所及的每一样事物里。生活中，大家似乎总是努力的捕捉幸福，却不相信垂手可得的快乐。这就好比七路旁的鲜花不顾，而宁愿欣赏人造的花园般荒谬。

幸福的人，似乎随时随地都能发掘幸福，并且懂得享受生活中的小事情。早晨的第一杯茶，洁净的衬衫，暖和的被窝，凉风的气味，初开的花... ...

我们若能悄悄地停下短短几分钟静静地想，便会察觉我们真正体验到的快乐，都是小小的满足串联而成的。就如那两张照片，当思绪凌乱时，再回味这些照片和生活的小事，就可以寻找到迷茫的我的心！

The Moment...

The very precious moment been captured. Perhaps, photos capturing the reality. Natural, Peace, and Balance that I desire for... Maybe I can found it here.. Everything little things will be clear under...The sun shine..The walkway..seems long with a feelings of lonely..Somehow, glad to have a bunch of friends. Oh dear friends that always cheer me up at the right time..Although we didnt meet everyday but just once in a week.. But I'm glad, satisfied and 101% lucky to have all of you..Our path...long way to go..Let's fight together and work it out together for our DREAMS..Good Luck.. and Cheers 

IsabeLLa WoNg Yunn Hwa

I've got a best friend that :-

• has changed me in some kind of ways but makes me feels comfortable without any annoys or nagging on her when she do her very best changing me
• has the same and similar life experiences with me about family
• has the same and similar mind thinking and thoughts on certains extend (ie.Love)
• has saw my tears  cries that normally would not happens in front other people even friends
• has know and understand well my sadness and what I worries about
• has never angry with me when exam is near and I getting weird and seriously, furthermore did not bother sms/calls from anyone anybody including hers.
• taught me how to do on certain matters that she expert with
• taught me 'other people can, why not you'
• taught me to be confidence
• taught me dress well
• taught me makes no regrets on whatever matters
• taught me face the future on not repeat the past that is wrong
• always guide me to the right ways of thinking
• always please me when I'm addicted in preparations for exams
• always encourage me on doing what I wants for
• always understand what I desired for and reasons why
• always have many common topics to chats with and discuss about how & why
• always listen to my small little happiness things that makes me happy
• always hugs me when I get into problems or even happiness
• every monday is our day to talks and chats about after we finish our class

I've got her. She's a gifts from God to me. And I appreciated her very very much like she appreciated me. 

Ways of In and Out

Life is always a suspense account, its also a double entry system sometimes.  God always fair, in another way that different with humans. This is why we called It -- GOD!
Whenever... god close one of your door, It will open another door for you.
Likewise... ones person happiness, is another persons sadness.
Besides... ones person satisfactions, is done by another persons sacrifactions.
Between... ones person success, is another persons failures.
And so... ones person laugh, is another persons tears.
Perhaps... your rightful judgement, is wrongful in his/her point of view.
Whichever... ones person freedom, is another persons bounds (bind/tie-up).
Whatever... things you give up, is another persons chances & oppoutunities.
Hence... ones input is another output or otherwise.
Eventually, this world is always trying to balance in some kind of formulations and etc. Whether directly or indirectly, significantly or insignificantly... It takes time for everyone of us to understand not only on the sentences or words but also the real meanings behind the sentences and the words. 
What's most important? The answer at the end doesn't means everything. But yet the process is everything for all. Take a big breathe to experiences it, feel it, think about it, express it in a good manner, remember the lesson to ensure not repeating the same kind of mistakes. 
When will this world being balance!?!?!? Balance as I desire for... ... ... 

Their Favourites Quote Ownership

Every of them are special and unique. They have their favourites QUOTE. No matter they realised or not. However, me and my friends do realized about it. They are professional but yet they have very kind and humble personality. Besides, they are full of sense of humourous. 
All their favourites quote at the following has their owner and ownership. Just that, they did not register only.. LOL.. =D xD
And now, here is it :

• Absolutely No No
• I assume you know
• Sometimes the common sense is not so common
• *laugh*hahahah* it is just an academic jokes
• I'm very fussy
• etc...

Any add-on, please leave comment. Let's cheers in our study=) Enjoy^.*