Time

Give Time, TIME!!

Human

I never thinks peoples are good enough.
Humans, people, everybody makes mistakes
And
We learn from failure and mistake!
Thats why, I never think I'm good enough either!
Human are just too good in acting sometimes
Or
Probably we're natural borned actors and actress!
When unhappy, still have to smiles.
When sad, still forced not to tears.
When something happened, still can pretending nothing happen!
Human Human Human..

雨天的伤

凝望着窗外的细雨,
思绪缠绕着的问题!
到底是窗外的风景在向后移,
还是车子正在向前移!
突然感觉到,
生命是一种过程
放弃是一种智慧
缺陷是一种恩惠
完美是一种传说
疲惫是一种绝望
放手是一种决定
而看开
是因为已成过客!
是谁决定了谁的以后
是谁肯定了谁的结果
是谁否定了谁的生活
没睡好的一整夜,
未能整理的思绪;
添加的是枷锁,
减少的是安全感;
得到的却是
一加一的绝望与疲惫!
还能有多少次?!
已麻木了!

Her Choice!

If you dont escape from the storyline now,
You're definitely unable to get away from it ever!
So, what makes you stand strong on your decision? It's your choice and your freedom!
Somehow, for me I think you'll stay!

Part of the Reasons

He's the one reason she wake up in the morning *.*
He's the one reason she find a way to smile (=
He's the one person that can change everything around when it is going bad :|
He is her inspiration, her medicine whenever she's sad :'(
They talk a lot.. And listen to each other's problems ):
He never fail to make her happy ((=
He put smile in her face (:
He honor the woman that she is, rather than try to make her into someone she's not :X
He suffer her imperfections and her shortcomings largely without complaint.
She loves him because of his sweetness, his kindness, his tenderness and his thoughtfulness.
She loves him because in moments of friction between them, he hear her out.
Even when he don't agree with her, he listen with a longing to understand her.
She loves him because he respect her.
She loves him because he's a loving companion.

He Said : She Said

On HIM : On HER
He Said : She Said

Very in fact, to the extent that he want to work hard to give her a good life and just about everything he can;
The very truth, to the extent that she don't ever wish to become his burden or burden him in any sense any circumstances.

He never ever think of her as a burden, but she's a dear to him;
She ever doubt that if he can be rely on, but he really hold this relationship tight.

He has 2 mind for her all the while being together, which is DON'T MIND & NEVER MIND;
She has 2 mind for him from the beginning till now, which is MIND & REALLY MIND!

She always say the term GENERALLY/ MOST OF IT/ MAJORITY.
He always say he's out of the GENERALLY/ MOST OF IT/ MAJORITY.

She used to said there's always a ways or a chance for him to lie when explaining;
He used to said let's wait and see and time will tell the truth and prove it.

She's someone that he want to give his everything to;
He's not her everything but that's so obvious that he's part of her everything.

She know that this is an imperfection world she lived at especially without him;
He claim that he may as well be everything as none of it is perfect without him.

She's someone that expert in doubting and definitely a pessimistic one;
He's someone that willingly and voluntarily clear off her doubts as time goes by.

She's someone that he will really hate to lose;
He's the one that she wish she will not lose.

She's not going to try any try to make herself ever have a single opportunity to let go of him or to lose him;
He's not going to plan any plan to make himself ever have a single chance to let go of her or to lose her.

So, what position you think they are in each other's heart?

23A10

Every sem,
When I start the paper, I know nothing.

Start by knowing nothing ;
End by understanding nothing!
Exam, bullshit everything.
In Conclusion, I still know nothing.

Judgment day is around the corner, getting near and closer day after day.

Here I am,
Expecting for the worst outcome.
Somehow, if it's really happen to be.. I dont think i'll be able to withstand on it.
Although life is not all about study and exam, it's not the end of the world.
However, for now for the age of mine, exam is a judgment on my future. I have to get through all and graduate.
In other words, it's everything for me at least for present.

Stopping halfway is, in truth, more difficult and tiring than persevering on the path towards the final goals.

迷惘

人总有迷惘的时候!
不同年龄有不同的梦与想,所追逐的也有所不同!当然也会有迷失方向的时候,理所当然吧!
现实总比想象中来得残酷.
心徘徊了多少回到底犹豫了多少次!
当初所想,
都长到那么大.为了不伸手要家里的钱也或许能减少歇斯底里的情绪所以就决定了做工.家人不喜欢!
现在所思,
自工作以来少待在家,是没有太多的糊思乱想因为总有个借口说'忙',但也相对地和家人更少了沟通!
前提是,就算没这份工,也很少沟通!他们不开心我也什么都没说,就连闲聊一句的时间我也没有!
工作上我的到很多乐趣连微笑也多了.或许一直以来都把自己逼得很紧吧!紧绷的社会紧闭的心紧张的神经,真的让我歇斯底里!
工作该停了,剩下的纸并不多!是时候专心投入!况且健康差,虽然没好过!
问题所在,
该如何开口对靓女姐姐说呢?真的没有不开心.工作上不论环境或相处间的关系都使我感到很自在很开心很多乐趣与欢笑也都很疼我!所以更无从开口!

Lies Cycle

Lies is like a life cycle!
You make it a start, I will make it the next.
You have to make a new lie to covered up the old one;
And each time found out there's a lie, there's a revenge!
In conclusion, once you make it starts, it's hard to end it by just a word of sorry!

Tired of being sorry and tired of listening to the word of sorry!