Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Just leave, I don't give a Dxxx!!

If you really can't adapt with my life, just leave my circle! I don't give a damn.
Yea, not everyone can understand my life. You might think that my life is kind that boredom study, study and still only study. So what, that's my life. So long as I myself know that the way I live my life now is for a better future life why not i work harder. If you think you really can't fit in in my life, then go away just leave. Go ahead with the lifestyle you headed to, go for the lifestyle that you're so into.
But... bear in mind. Since we're in the different world of thoughts, PLEASE don't ever try to changes my mind my thinking and my thoughts. Go ahead and searching for your circle and get out. You can never ever doubt me that study is just nothing and not everything. Hell ya, who doesn't know that study is not everything BUT knowledge do mean everything! At least I think so. In the case that nobody can make changes on you and so please don't you try to make changes on other people.
Don't tell me to play hard and enjoy now. How long can you play a fool? Until ages can you play around? Don't tell me how should we enjoy our life by playing fool with ur life. Perhaps I would rather tough life for now and get a better future. As this is just a matter sooner or later. Another thing you must bear in your 'wonderful' mind is that, playful is not everything and it doesn't gain any benefits as well in long term.

Yea, my life might be just study, my life might be very stress and tension as you see. But so what, I'm just definately not so into you even your life. You might kind that into alcohol but so sorry I'm just only into plain mineral water. I don't disturb your playful on your life and path. And so you don't disturb my path and my life. I do really enjoy my life well very well.
No doubt that I just concern on my studies. But I don't think so there's anything wrong about it. Nah, my life definately full of thoughts about career, money, rich, good future. You told me that's impossible to happen. One thing you must know, nothing is impossible just the matter you wanna make it happen or not.

If you think you have problem with that, leave my circle! I don't give a damn.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Stress and Pressure

ACCA exam once again (should said twice in a year) is around the corner of June.. No doubt that this time I do really finish my self-revision earlier than last time.. Impressive.. Somehow, finish self-revision doesn't mean I can remember and reproduce all of them..
Tough days onwards for me as this sem my IRC class was really peak.. May of 16th 17th F6-Taxation.. 19th 20th 21st 22nd of May F9-Financial Management.. 23rd 24th 25th 26th of May F5-Performance Management.. Heavy yea really heavy for me.. Continuously.. Really no comment..
Today 23rd of May and I seems getting sick soon as today keep on sneezing in the class.. H1N1? nah, for sure NOT.. Just that sensitive nose and these several heavy days sitting in a over-cold classroom.. that's why get hit by Flu.. or perhaps probably is because college air-condition system is been a long long time didnt service, that's why i keep on sneezing in the class.. Cindy, really touchwood ha ya :p xD

Recently, because busy on preparing for exam and facing stresss plus pressure.. Attitude kind that different from usual.. And so, I seems neglect my dear friends.. Besides, I didn't reply you guys message that sent to me and didn't answer you guys phone call.. I do really beg your pardon.. So sorry..
Anyways, after exam I'll probably back to normal for sure.. I just need time yea really need my own time for preparing exam..
And to avoid myself really fall sick the next day, already took 3 tablets of vitamin C.. god bless me.. ~~ ~~ I can't sick for this important timeframe as facing timing constrain as well..