The Moment...

The very precious moment been captured. Perhaps, photos capturing the reality. Natural, Peace, and Balance that I desire for... Maybe I can found it here.. Everything little things will be clear under...The sun shine..The walkway..seems long with a feelings of lonely..Somehow, glad to have a bunch of friends. Oh dear friends that always cheer me up at the right time..Although we didnt meet everyday but just once in a week.. But I'm glad, satisfied and 101% lucky to have all of you..Our path...long way to go..Let's fight together and work it out together for our DREAMS..Good Luck.. and Cheers 

IsabeLLa WoNg Yunn Hwa

I've got a best friend that :-

• has changed me in some kind of ways but makes me feels comfortable without any annoys or nagging on her when she do her very best changing me
• has the same and similar life experiences with me about family
• has the same and similar mind thinking and thoughts on certains extend (ie.Love)
• has saw my tears  cries that normally would not happens in front other people even friends
• has know and understand well my sadness and what I worries about
• has never angry with me when exam is near and I getting weird and seriously, furthermore did not bother sms/calls from anyone anybody including hers.
• taught me how to do on certain matters that she expert with
• taught me 'other people can, why not you'
• taught me to be confidence
• taught me dress well
• taught me makes no regrets on whatever matters
• taught me face the future on not repeat the past that is wrong
• always guide me to the right ways of thinking
• always please me when I'm addicted in preparations for exams
• always encourage me on doing what I wants for
• always understand what I desired for and reasons why
• always have many common topics to chats with and discuss about how & why
• always listen to my small little happiness things that makes me happy
• always hugs me when I get into problems or even happiness
• every monday is our day to talks and chats about after we finish our class

I've got her. She's a gifts from God to me. And I appreciated her very very much like she appreciated me. 

Ways of In and Out

Life is always a suspense account, its also a double entry system sometimes.  God always fair, in another way that different with humans. This is why we called It -- GOD!
Whenever... god close one of your door, It will open another door for you.
Likewise... ones person happiness, is another persons sadness.
Besides... ones person satisfactions, is done by another persons sacrifactions.
Between... ones person success, is another persons failures.
And so... ones person laugh, is another persons tears.
Perhaps... your rightful judgement, is wrongful in his/her point of view.
Whichever... ones person freedom, is another persons bounds (bind/tie-up).
Whatever... things you give up, is another persons chances & oppoutunities.
Hence... ones input is another output or otherwise.
Eventually, this world is always trying to balance in some kind of formulations and etc. Whether directly or indirectly, significantly or insignificantly... It takes time for everyone of us to understand not only on the sentences or words but also the real meanings behind the sentences and the words. 
What's most important? The answer at the end doesn't means everything. But yet the process is everything for all. Take a big breathe to experiences it, feel it, think about it, express it in a good manner, remember the lesson to ensure not repeating the same kind of mistakes. 
When will this world being balance!?!?!? Balance as I desire for... ... ... 

Their Favourites Quote Ownership

Every of them are special and unique. They have their favourites QUOTE. No matter they realised or not. However, me and my friends do realized about it. They are professional but yet they have very kind and humble personality. Besides, they are full of sense of humourous. 
All their favourites quote at the following has their owner and ownership. Just that, they did not register only.. LOL.. =D xD
And now, here is it :

• Absolutely No No
• I assume you know
• Sometimes the common sense is not so common
• *laugh*hahahah* it is just an academic jokes
• I'm very fussy
• etc...

Any add-on, please leave comment. Let's cheers in our study=) Enjoy^.*

你不明白我的明白

不是每个人都能明白我的明白。不，因该说绝大部分的人都不能！我不需要每个人一一的去明白或了解我世界的程式结构和生活方式。所以，那绝大部分的人根本不需要刻意地去认同我的现实世界也没有必要勉强自己去走进我那世界。而你，总会明白我的明白。可惜的是，我不能完全明白你的明白。你的自我防护程度比我强；更正确的说法应该是远远比我的更加强！但，你暗地里默默所做的我都能感受得到；就如同我暗地里所牵挂的你都得感受得到。
除非我愿意打开我的心扉让你进入我内心深处探个究竟。否则，就没有刻意去明白我的需要也没有刻意认同我的必要。心里别总是犹如那本‘一万个为什么’的书，一一的追寻不必要的答案和探讨无谓的答案。

Life is Sucks; So sorry

Life is sucks when:

• some people force me to do something I dislike and not interested on
• some people force me to live my life according to their lifestyle and pattern
• some people cannot understand the meaning of life and did not live life to the fullest
• some people have not understand their border line when with me
• some people trying to change who I am (Think, change the world is hard.)
• some people did not take things seriously
• some people did not thoughts for further view
• some people did not know their bondaries in a friendship
• some people don't even act gentlemently
• some people care and bother me and my thoughts either personal things too much over
• some people feel I'm tough and hard but yet still make a try on me (Get out)
• pretending like knowing and understanding me well
• tries to step one step towards to my deepest part of heart and yet was not the one I desired for
• things doesn't go smoothly as i wish and yet gettings more complicated and duplicated.
• I meant what I'm trying to say but the other doesn't take it seriously
• I feel guilty but yet the other party on that situation doesn't think/feel so

And so, beg your pardon that today mood was definately in a madness situation and yet mad you through msn. Feel sorry but yet I'm not the one that 100% wrongful.

Be Peace, Can't We?

All I wants is just be peace. Why don't just stop what's the matter that recently happened. I'm very sure that, all these problems doesn't make it on one short day. It's accumulated from past until now. Why must everytime starts talking then end up like a mad cow. Families, under one huge tree. All I wanted was just be peace in house. Don't grumbling each other this and that. Every human has their inner good and bad. I hate noisy and trouble maker in house. 
Live in peace is that hard? All of us was actually lack of communications. And yet not understanding each other but only ourselves. Try to talk in smoother way when asking for a favor. Try to discuss in a better manner but not like owing you hundred thousand. Try to think of each other has their own stress no matter you are working or studying. Try to understand that all of us wanted to give a helping hand on this house this family. Don't always use own-thinking to judge what she or he will think. Try to ask for more in a correct manner. Try not to always misunderstanding each other means on words or sentences. Try to avoid once talk then fight til the end of the story. Sometimes lose or win doesn't really matter. 
Be happiness as a family, peace as a family, love each other more. Not that so impossible, All of us need a try on it. You Me Her Him and I... ... Perhaps it might gets better. I don't want any tears droping, hiding own-self crying, back-stabbing each other faults, grumblng each other wrong. All of us should feel the guilty and the sinful. How will daddy feel or thinking about all these happening when he looking on us from the heaven. How faults and wrongful we are being acting like these and let it happened just like this by not doing anything. I hate these kind of feelings, I hate the argue noisy environments. 
Let's think about all these issue deeply seriously!! For our own good and each other good.

答案与疑惑

总告诉自己，‘怎么可能会...对，根本不可能会有些什么！’...没错，总是这么一再提醒自己。虽然如此，当你冒出一句‘现在’--当然不可能；‘以后’--不可能会变成可能；当身边的朋友都说真的‘很不一样’，‘很不相同’，‘差别很大’，‘分别明显’...当下的我...心，动摇了！相对的，此时此刻，不自觉地有一种恐惧感。
你我都了解，他一点都不愚钝,这么精明自当然感觉到些什么。毫无疑问，他肯定察觉到。那么，他不是应该远离我吗？不是应该直接的或婉转的说清楚吗？可悲的是...他没有这么做！这么一来，使我发觉到自己的罪恶感，恶魔的一面正在不断地增加。答案，只有他知道！
有时候只是想让自己冷静一点...无路可退？不至于吧！还是说我和他其实在考验对方的极限？反正由始至此，没有流泪的一方，双方都没有受罪！一个错误，可以在第二次的尝试中确定它的存在，并且着手去修正。
有时候只是想让自己勇敢一点。如此放下是想让彼此都好过些。适时地回味，回忆总是美！
算了吧，反正当适当的时机到来时，所有一切的答案都会毫无遮掩的全盘托出！别作无谓的思考，享受现在的状况最实际=）

Hols Trip To Cameron Highlands

After our (girls) Acca Exam ended. There's a trip that already planned in advanced which is headed to -- Cameron Highlands for 3Days 2Nights at 27th - 29th of June 2009. Total of 9 friends were going and had already dealt with it previously. Meanwhile, eveLyn, LiShan, Cindy, Leanne, Daphne, KokSing, Sit, Hin, CheeLeong.
27th June;
CheeLeong and Sit came over Cheras to pick me and LiShan up and so headed to Cindy's house--Damansara Utama. And so, there's some rules while all the way to our destiny. That is, I ain't no chance to sit together with dear LiShan. As both of the guy was claiming that, once we both sit together then starts to begins with our own worlds of imaginations and chit chating without bothering any others else. Arrived Cindy's house meet with Cindy, Daphne, Leanne, KokSing and Hin. Before get rid to start with our journey Cindy's sister was asked by us for a minor help which is taking our grouping photos.
Now and then all the way (highway). Cindy's their side shouldn't be any problem in communicating as far as she was there. However, our side do really having communication problems as quite and peace with few little sentences of chit chatting and for then remains silence. That's nothing why, just hardly to get starts with it.
Firstly arrived Bidor, was been there to take our perhaps brunch. That's a wonderful brunch. I'm lucky that sharing with LiShan. Otherwise can't finish the food end up wasted only.
As time passes, we'd finally reach our destiny - Cameron Highlands. Since both vehicles was full of luggages and drivers do need some short rest. Therefore, check-in for the apartment that Cindy booked before time. No lift supply, but it doesn't really matter as ours were just at 2nd floor. There's really great weather... Loving it.. The apartment looks great. Perhaps it do really great 3 rooms 2 bathroom, kitchen, tv etc... The most important is, the places is definately clean, neat and tidy. Cindy, you do really done a great job on this =) Let's cheers!
After settle down luggages and other stuff with resting time. Step out from the apartment and we starts ahead to 'Boh' Tea Farm. The view there was absolutely great. Althought it's uncomparable with Bali. But it's still consider absolutely great. All of us was enjoying photo shoting there when all the way walk to the top as well as all the way walk to the bottom. That's really fantastic! 
Then, we went for the night market there to grabs some raw food materials for our dinner. Nice cold weather like this, the best suits dinner for sure definately is - Steamboat! After grabing those raw food materials then we're on our ways back to apartment. Preparations of food was done by Cindy, Leanne and Daphne. So where's LiShan and eveLyn been? Laziness awake both of us that's why we didn't help on preparing. Aww, for sure this is not the reason. That's is because that the kitchen is 'BIG' enough until can only fits in 3 persons. 'Big' right!? LoL
Was already late night.. Its a quiet night but because of 9 of us, it becomes what so called 'horrible' night. We take a walk around the area. All the way while we walking, there is full of jokes funs and joys. That causes us non-stop laughing there. This is the reasons why the quiet night 'transform' becoming a 'horrible & terrible' noisy night. And yet we're lucky as we ain't not receiving any kind of complaints in any kind of forms. After we back to apartment, me and LiShan was really tired enough and we get to bed 'offline' with them early. But heard so they saying that Daphne, Cindy and Leanne wasn't sleep enough as 3 of them same bedroom and chit chat until late late night! Me and LiShan was lucky to be fits into the room and we both can chats whatever worlds we wanted to be in. :p
28th June;
Early morning, awake by the others and it was only 7am. Excluded me and LiShan, the other 7 persons went for a morning walk. Both of us didn't join the morning walk. No reasons why! Just not so that in on it.
After everybody finish preparing showering and etc... 2nd day journey starts. Today's weather doesn't looks nice and great. Morning after breakfast, we went to Butterflies & Flowers House. Then we went to Strawberries Farm but we didnt pick it! As we thinks that's not really a need to do so perhaps!
Then noon time we take our lunch in a simple but yet nice feelings restaurant. The Lemon Tea there was amazingly taste delicious. The boss home-made Lemon Tea. Sky getting darker and darker yet starts raining. Almost the whole afternoon until evening was raining. The earlier plan burst it but yet still be in funs and laughing. Sitting at the restaurant while awaiting for the rains to stop, there're planning for the next having great chats y playing cards and so on.
Rains gets smaller.. good for us! We'd been sitting at the restaurant for several hours. What to do! Weather problem! Now, headed to Catus & Flower Farm. The flowers and catus there was really amazed me kinda big huge and absolutely grow in a pretty nice way! That's fantastic. Somehow, over here there's a tiny terrible happenings. As me, LiShan and Cindy was trying to capture a photo from a nice view. But then, there's a group of people perhaps they are all from one same company coming for a trip. 2 fella from that group was actually want to capture photo from the same view as us. End ups, without any other thinking bear in our mind we capture together with the fella. The guy was roughly at the age of 29-30. Asking for my e-mail as wanted to sent me the picture that me Cindy LiShan took together with him, withou any hesitate i gave it. Then, we go on for our walks around there and capturing photos. Eventually end of the farm, the fella was come over again and telling LiShan that, his friend's was saying LiShan is pretty (No doubt yet no need his telling we all also feel so that she's pretty). But yet the fella no wow her but was actually me. He's daring to asking my phone number. Hell man. This kind of guy. What the heck! At that ages wow girls like us at those places. Terrible man! 
Night time, we went to the night market again as everyone of us wants to buy some foods and souvenirs bring back home. Accountants syndrome starts when buying before paying keep on negotiating the price here and there. End up, for sure accountant syndrome win the case! LoL. 
Dinner, we had at outside restaurant. After that went back to apartment for a nap take a rest, then we go starbucks for chit chatting again. But yet there's supper then when back to apartment - Steamboat again. LiShan is not taking the supper as she not feeling well yet need to get to bed sleep early! But I'm suprising Cindy as I'm taking the supper. There's a reasons why am I taking the supper and I guess it doesn't really causing me gain my weight that much for just 1 day as it's only once in a blue moon for that.
That night, me and LiShan was having a great pillow chat that only belongs to we both in our room until 06:15am the morning. Then only we both fall alseep.
29th June;
Early morning wake up gets everything well prepared as there's a fixed timing for the apartment check-out! Packs everything well and proper put all luggages back to that 2 vehicles and yet get things done before the check-out time. Lucky! And so, the 3rd day we enjoy from top to the bottom of Cameron. Went for another place that have nice view as well for Hi-Tea. Before that went to the morning market get some stuff and there, each guys gifts we girls each roses. Thanks alots appreciated it much. But yet personally, me and LiShan feel that, that's wastages. As both of us all the way doesn't have good comments on flowers and strictly speaking we don't like it. We're more materialistics perhaps :p
After the tea-time. We do went to the Gua (don't know what's the gua named) before arrived the place for the dinner. We headed to Ipoh to had our dinner - Chicken Rice with Beansprout. Ended there, then all of us all the way back to KL. Before home, we having drinks at PJ. 
Lastly and Finally, as everybody was tiring and out of energy. We back to our home sweet home.
#We'd capture and shot total of more than 1000+ of photos within this 3D2N trips to Cameron. I definately appreciated this trips and absolutely having funs, joys, and enjoyment on this trips. Take good care everyone and glad to being friends with you all =) 
-End Of Story-

with blessing;

Chin-eveLyn