ACCA DEC’08 Exam stress and pressure

Oh god.. Stress! My stress, pressure and tension start again. Exam is near, left less than 1 month to go. Everytime exam getting near I’ll probably gone mad and can’t sleep. Family, my sister, they didn’t give me any stress, don’t even force me to study or anything. But, this makes me feel more stressful and more pressure. Because of responsibility and also I must not disappointed them especially my sister. She’s the one who pay all my ACCA study fees, annual member fees and exam paper fees. I can’t disappointed her. Therefore, I must work very hard and do my very best to make sure that I can pass my exam. These few days as well do revision until very late. Yesterday just get scolded by mummy, 5am still doing revision haven’t go to bed take rest and sleep. All of the pressure, comes from myself my own, nobody give me any pressure. DEC 2008 is near, ACCA exam is near. I’m dumb and stupid. Thus I cannot be lazy, I must put much more efford and do my very best to be well prepare enough to enter the exam hall sit for the exam. I know I can be dumb but I can never be lazy. Things that dumb people can do is put much more efford than others do. Dumb, never a reason when you fail or lose. There’s no reason for me to fail any of the papers as Adolph Hitler says : ” If you win you need not explain…But if you lose you should not be there to explain.”