10years time, so what...

Recently many things happened! Finally, he moved out! 10years time, but... so what!? Already 1 week he lefted and moved out! She has nothing to say about all this and that and even what's really happening. Fine, let him leave as she wish! So long as she's happy with the deicison she make. We have really no comment! Somehow, all these is non of my business. Why bother!I have no idea why you all call me and keep asking me 'what's really happening?', 'what's really going on?', 'What's the real problem between them?'. All I can answer is 'I don't know anything!'. You all blame me saying that I pretend like non-of my business, blame me saying that's impossible I knw nothing. Fine, because this even non-of anybody else business. So, what makes you all outsiders bother so much!? Today's things happened, for sure it's accumulated from this 10years time. No doubt that that's impossible we don't know what's really going on. Whatever things she do, she even told me. Yea, the most she talks with -- is me! Anyhow, that's their both prolems! Somehow this is also adult problems. Can you all please just don't involved me in!? I'm actually in a dilemma position. All I can do is be NEUTRAL. I will not stand on her or him. Their problem need to settle by themselves not me not you not outsiders not anybody else. We should know well that we're in what position. And so we must know what we must do, what we shouldn't do; what we must say, what we shouldn't even comment on it! This is not what I should take care of, so please just set me aside out of this matter. This is unfair for me. You all want to know the truth huh? Well, just go and figure out by yourself. Don't come over to me. That's enough!!

ACCA Dec'08 Results

Last time, when I knew my sister get very well done strike in ACCA never fail any papers before my reaction is just 'so what..'. But.. I getting realised that how tough ACCA was and how great my sister done! I just take 2 papers per sem also I cannot do well! I'm kinda stupid, useless. Everybody expect that I can do very well. Unfortunately, I didn't. What's my problem? Too nervous about exam hall. Can't calm down once in front exam hall. What to do to cure this kind of nervous? Wondering whether I'm not study type. This year already 20, don't even finish half. 2 papers fail 1 paper. What the hell I'm doing for this several years. Idiots...

A Friend That Didn't Meet Up For 4-Years

05 February 2009. Yea, that's yesterday! Yesterday went out with Jac and SJ at Time Square. Too free nothing to do go there? Absolutely not! We went there buy birthday present. Frankly speaking, I not really want to attend the birthday party because first, too far away from my home(Cheras--Setapak); second, I don't know drive don't even have license; third, althought that girl was my schoolmates but I absolutely not close with her at all (obviously she knew me but I don't know her when secondary's school); fouth... etc. Oh well, I don't want to explain much and also don't want to 'take out' so many reason. Girls can have many reasons and excuse compared to guys! This is what's happening!!Since she so sincerely faithfully inviting me to attend her birthday party. Meanwhile, even I'm not planning to show up that day present is neccessary =) We thought need long time to choose the present but we seems over-estimated! Within 1 hour we finish buy the present! Well then what to do? Walk around then go Kim Gary have a drinks (I have a drink) and Jac SJ have their lunch =) sit there for a long long time chit chating. That's fantastics!! After that we go to Jac's place! Meet CL as well and we had our dinner together!When we almost finish our dinner at the restaurant. Two person walk in at CL realised that the 2 person looking at me. Once I look on that 2 person!! Oh gosh... they are my secondary school friends. One of them even same class with me when we're Form2. I do really very happy that they can still recognised me! It's been a long long time I didnt meet her-- 4-years! Yea 4-years we didnt meet! We didn't forget each other and still remember each other! Not easy =) Not bad too! Well once I chat with her, she start nagged me saying that I didnt find her didnt sms her or even call her. I felt so sorry too!! Once meet with secondary's friends, for sure my memories on that period all recalled!! We're fun that time, lots of things happened happy sad laugh jokes funny ... ... And so we really experienced a lots! Of course among the joyful time--Happy contained the largest portion =) No doubt for this!!I'd promise will contact her when I free =) Feel so sorry that I always busy on my own study!!