Friday, July 10, 2009

答案与疑惑

总告诉自己,‘怎么可能会...对,根本不可能会有些什么!’...没错,总是这么一再提醒自己。虽然如此,当你冒出一句‘现在’--当然不可能;‘以后’--不可能会变成可能;当身边的朋友都说真的‘很不一样’,‘很不相同’,‘差别很大’,‘分别明显’...当下的我...心,动摇了!相对的,此时此刻,不自觉地有一种恐惧感。
你我都了解,他一点都不愚钝,这么精明自当然感觉到些什么。毫无疑问,他肯定察觉到。那么,他不是应该远离我吗?不是应该直接的或婉转的说清楚吗?可悲的是...他没有这么做!这么一来,使我发觉到自己的罪恶感,恶魔的一面正在不断地增加。答案,只有他知道!
有时候只是想让自己冷静一点...无路可退?不至于吧!还是说我和他其实在考验对方的极限?反正由始至此,没有流泪的一方,双方都没有受罪!一个错误,可以在第二次的尝试中确定它的存在,并且着手去修正。
有时候只是想让自己勇敢一点。如此放下是想让彼此都好过些。适时地回味,回忆总是美!
算了吧,反正当适当的时机到来时,所有一切的答案都会毫无遮掩的全盘托出!别作无谓的思考,享受现在的状况最实际=)

13 comments:

Jacinth Bok said...

做么我都听不明白的。。。

Chin EveLyn said...

我深信,其实你是明白的!只是在犹豫是否同一个对象!

Unknown said...

whao..how come the word like that?
mmh..

i wonder who is the one..mmh..
it seems..

Chin EveLyn said...

it seems.. seems what?
who u think? sms let me know..

Unknown said...

wuah..sms let u know?u din reply my sms le -_-
i was wondering i din reply urs msg or make u angry -_-

who i think huh...my chinese half pass six le..

Chin EveLyn said...

=.=""" suddenly angry you for what?
shopping what, where got time reply your msg.
And yet, you read my latest post then you will know whats happening after my shopping day.
From that, then you will know why I didnt reply your msg my dear.

Unknown said...

mana tahu..haha

ok lo..wait i read..hee

莫默 said...

How come the blog from words become the digital codes which I find it difficult to understand... Seems problems haven't solved, yet become complcated :p

**问世间情为何物**

Chin EveLyn said...

DEAR Jac,
I didnt do anything on this page of blog.
No wonder I wondering why that you cant understand what m i writting.
Rupa-rupa is that you cant read those coding.
hmm.. well, i didnt change it become coding font. (=

Unknown said...

lolx..i think u terclick la..

jac, u can juz copy all and paste on microsoft word or notes..
then u can see clear like a crystal!

莫默 said...

Thx SJ.. It works. I can see many crystal now :p

Chin EveLyn said...

SJ, i ter-click?

JaC, great that you can see many crystal.. (=

Unknown said...

no pprob..hee
if u know the tricks then it can be done..hee

yea i guess u terclick or smth lo..hee

coz it transcript to those word..so might be due to errors..