伤害让人如此清晰

伤害让人如此清晰

幸福远离我们而去

依稀只剩残留的痛
...
奈何你不再回头

我亦不再等候

奢求的幸福

乞讨的安慰

不值得我们拥有

奈何依旧如此留恋（你的容颜）

无言的伤心底扩散

怎奈你仍无从知晓

是我太傻相信爱情

还是我的离开你根本从未在乎

Funniest

A = Aussie Dollar
C = Cash
I = I-Phone 4G
I = Ice-creams (Baskin Robbin)
K = Knowledge
L = Luxuries
M = Money
P = Pounds
R = Ringgit Malaysia
T = Travel

A = Ayam
C = Cicak
I = Itik
I = Ikan
K = Katak
L = Lembu
M = Monyet
P = Pacat
R = Rusa
T = Tikus

死梦

第一个死了 脚被切断了
因为他 步进了真相；
第二个死了 手被割断了
因为他 写下了真相；
第三个死了 眼睛被挖了
因为他 看见了真相；
第四个死了 舌头被剪断了
因为他 说出了真相；
第五个死了 耳朵被剁下了
因为他 听见了真相；
第六个死了 脑袋被砍掉了
因为他 偷窥了真相；
第七个死了
因为他...背叛了全部的真相！
当我死了，会怎么样？
没什么差，就－－－－
一个女的死了！
就仅仅如此的简单！

Somehow

I wish there's no lies between us;
Somehow I myself the one who likes to covered up!
P/s* covered up doesn't equals to lies.

I wish we can chat whatever craps;
Somehow I myself the one who prefer to keep silent!
P/s* craps doesn't means rubbish.

I wish there's no mountain of doubts;
Somehow I myself the one who always wondering!
P/s* doubts doesn't means right or wrong!

I wish there's no arguments;
Somehow I myself the one who look for trouble!
P/s* arguments doesn't means we're fighting!

I wish my brain functions well and lesser negative thoughts;
Anyhow, there's always negative more than negative!
P/s* negative thoughts doesn't means abnormal and insane!

Sometimes, I'm just slightly complicated all the time!
Whoever had a feelings that I'm definitely complicated is because,
They aren't simple too!

In Between

Being in resistance always causes a feeling of
DEPLETION and FATIGUE..
Because,
I'm using all of my energy to fight my REALITY!
ACCA....... I guess more or less is the same principle! As I'm fighting for my future! Sometimes I might definitely had a feeling giving up, tiring and wondering how am I going to withstand and endure!
Somehow, I have to survive and live with it and to withstand whatever challenge from ACCA. Why?
One of the reason is because, it able to gives me the life I desired and wanted to be in future!
And besides, it isn't really hard to survive as I found the fun and joy during the process. Every time I knock off those papers, I'm one step closer to what I desire for! God is fair. No Pain, No Gain!

Finally

When was the last time I blog? Alright, I can't remember! As I was busy with my studies and preparations for this June 2010 just ended exams!
And I knew that, I'd suspended friends messages, call, email.... I will reply you guys messages when I'm free and when I remember! I'm so sorry! But, this is the way I am!!!!!!
Well, finally.............. My exam finished~~ How bad I answered, and how's my result that will be held on August 2010----Expected for the worst outcome!
Since I'm not as smart as others and therefore I must work harder than others. Even if I'm tired, I still have to carry on!! Yea, this is what I always remind myself!
Somehow....... well, whatever crapssss!!! All the 2 papers I already bullshit-ING more than enough!
End of this one and it's time to prepare and recharge for another start for a new chapter! COME!! I will knock you down!!
By the way, Lucky, listen to my mum's advise! Didn't travel alone to Johore this round! Otherwise, I guess probably faint in somewhere Johore !! Feeling very unwell especially now! Can't even sleep or take a good rest! WTH T_T
Finally I can put an end on my ACCA temporary :p Shout it out "ACCA -- Temporarily close for 1 week". It's my time to paint the town red LOL